I want your Disease

Love isn't something to take advantage of;
it's something to cherish and takes time to grow into something beautiful.
Nothing in the world is easy,
So lets try and make one of the hardest things seem
like one of the easiest things.

Im more stronger now

No you can't. What do you think when someone tells you that? do you just suck it up and believe this dreadful lie they force in to your soul? Or do you fight it away like evil that's spreading in a restricted area? Nothing hurts more than to be told that you can't do something, or that your crazy for even thinking you can. Nothing hurts more than someone you love telling you that you can't. It's about time to break out of that hard shell that's only been getting stronger because of some terrible lie. It's time to break out and say, "I may not be able to do it now. But I will. And I am going to do it." Dreams can go far, but only if you want them to, only if you allow them to. Dreams are made to be dreamed, they want to happen. They want you to know that they will always be there for you to fulfill.

xoxo Sadie

You

You told me how much you adored me.
You understood what i meant when others couldnt.
You made me fall to my knees and surrender to love.
You made me the person i am today.
You tore me down and left me behind once
You could do it again.
You hold me close when we seem so far apart
Your grip gets tighter with every breath I take
You may not be perfect to the world; But in my eyes your my Ken doll;
and im your withered down Barbie doll.

Dreaming is for dreamers(:

Ah Babe; I wish I could see you everyday. But maybe that's what keeps us closer the fact we don't see each other everyday. (: i wish i wasn't going off to Indiana and leaving you and my heart here. But Ill have suffer 6 long hours on a plane flying practically across the universe. You and your personality tire me out everyday, But it's something I cant ignore. Your attitude pulled me in. Just the kind of person you were, I didn't see a skater, I saw a guy with a genuine heart(: Who was truly mine, and will always be mine. But I'll tell you one thing, being with you has been an experience worth living for. And I thank you for that. We've come so far, but we've got so far to go. Im planning on making the rest of our lives the best thing thats ever happened. No one can understand the feelings we have for eachother better than us, no one can tell me different.
I love you!

ladies.

Dont give a man a fish, but teach him how to fish.
i was leaving china sea wondering what on earth my forune cookie was trying to tell me. fish? fishing? idont even like fish. any ways, my mother has these pair of skinny jeans(: which are too loose for her(: happy day for my mother to tell me her pants are to loose<3 well as my life starting to change, so am i. inside and out. I learned that when you love someone for so long it just becomes natural. ilearned that during a pep rally(: while everyone was dancing one kid stuck out to me who looked exactly like my boyfriend; no my husband(: and iswear my heart skipped a beat. Just because ithought it was him. I've had my doubts. ive questioned myself wondering if there was something wrong with me but the truth is, loving francisco is just my life style now. ineed him to live. and loving him became as natural as breathing.

-peace;love;and joy!

You used to call me your angel

imiss my old man:(
hes been taken by an evil woman! inever get to see my father! my old man! my catcher:/ icant go anywhere with him without her. imiss him. he never wants to do anything and now since school is starting iwont be able to see him at all:(
what happened is the question im looking for. but we all ask in our lives quite to many times. or what did ido? so dad, what did ido? what happened? imiss you. im sorry for all the times isaid ihated you, or yelled at you. ijust want you back as my father. my mothers husband. my hero.
-Sincerly Sarah your daughter.

this middle west town, is gonna miss you<3

ilove reading my sister vanity's blogs(: she makes me wanna make her write more and more just to read everyday(:
my life is full of inspirations; my strong willing mother. My happy friends(: My loving and pleased boyfriend. But i've never looked at myself as inspiration, my hero, or even my best friend. I've just seen myself as someone who looks at the world from awhole different perspective than everyone else. My startreck cup from burger king tells me, im a different girl. A girl with an opinion, with dreams, goals, and people surrounding her who love her. Ilove startreck, starbicks, boys, girls, pencil sharpeners, sports, music, dancing, art, and my trombone(:. Im just that girl down the street who says hi to everyone she meets(: And im glad to like in the mirror and know that, im that girl.

maple syrup(:

my life is full of suprises; downfalls; disapointments. But what a wonderful life it is my dear. I've grown to love everything around me(: and everyone. Weather its my worried mother, lying father, my dis-oriented brother, my un-sensible brother, my simple but confusing boyfriend, my bestfriends, and even my enemies. They're all important to me. But while sitting in my bed reading a permission slip to recieve a laptop ithought about it all. My life is getting better, ishouldn't worry about anything. I put my boyfriend through hell just because iwant both of us to be happy. When the truth is, we are happy, im just crazy(: Im happy go lucky hippie who thinks to much. But I've learned through it all that, i've got everything i need in my pocket.
Happiness(:, Love<3, and Sensibility.

how do i say im sorry?

im taking it slowly;
we musnt speak of what happened. you left me for your reasons, so did i. but everything got better within a day. so here we are still remembering the past. lets get over it, and not think of the future, but now. thats why they call it the present because its a gift(:
My, my, how you've grown. You have ambitions, strive, confidence, and respect. Im proud more than any one else. ihope youve changed for the better because of me.

Aunt Teri's Birthday(:

ijust sang happy birthday to my lovely aunt teri(:
she's not saying how old(: respect a womans age(:
lets just say we get wiser as we get older<33

Nah, Im Sadie.

i've never taken the time to sit down and type what's on my mind or how ifeel. im used to sitting in bed at 3:18 in the morning writing in my faithful journal. But a wise man by the name of Richard told me that im gonna get somewhere in life, and ihave something to say. The thing is, ijust dont know what ihave to say. Truth is; my glass is only half full and im still searching for myself. Over these past two years ive gotten many nicknames; Sarah Bear, Sadie, Dee, Sarita, and Sadie Perry. They all make up me. Id like to have people to talk to; to tell them about my dreams and ambitions. hopefully that'll drive them to suceed. ive always looked up to that man, that wise man Richard.

-Have a good day(: