You used to call me your angel

imiss my old man:(
hes been taken by an evil woman! inever get to see my father! my old man! my catcher:/ icant go anywhere with him without her. imiss him. he never wants to do anything and now since school is starting iwont be able to see him at all:(
what happened is the question im looking for. but we all ask in our lives quite to many times. or what did ido? so dad, what did ido? what happened? imiss you. im sorry for all the times isaid ihated you, or yelled at you. ijust want you back as my father. my mothers husband. my hero.
-Sincerly Sarah your daughter.

this middle west town, is gonna miss you<3

ilove reading my sister vanity's blogs(: she makes me wanna make her write more and more just to read everyday(:
my life is full of inspirations; my strong willing mother. My happy friends(: My loving and pleased boyfriend. But i've never looked at myself as inspiration, my hero, or even my best friend. I've just seen myself as someone who looks at the world from awhole different perspective than everyone else. My startreck cup from burger king tells me, im a different girl. A girl with an opinion, with dreams, goals, and people surrounding her who love her. Ilove startreck, starbicks, boys, girls, pencil sharpeners, sports, music, dancing, art, and my trombone(:. Im just that girl down the street who says hi to everyone she meets(: And im glad to like in the mirror and know that, im that girl.

maple syrup(:

my life is full of suprises; downfalls; disapointments. But what a wonderful life it is my dear. I've grown to love everything around me(: and everyone. Weather its my worried mother, lying father, my dis-oriented brother, my un-sensible brother, my simple but confusing boyfriend, my bestfriends, and even my enemies. They're all important to me. But while sitting in my bed reading a permission slip to recieve a laptop ithought about it all. My life is getting better, ishouldn't worry about anything. I put my boyfriend through hell just because iwant both of us to be happy. When the truth is, we are happy, im just crazy(: Im happy go lucky hippie who thinks to much. But I've learned through it all that, i've got everything i need in my pocket.
Happiness(:, Love<3, and Sensibility.

how do i say im sorry?

im taking it slowly;
we musnt speak of what happened. you left me for your reasons, so did i. but everything got better within a day. so here we are still remembering the past. lets get over it, and not think of the future, but now. thats why they call it the present because its a gift(:
My, my, how you've grown. You have ambitions, strive, confidence, and respect. Im proud more than any one else. ihope youve changed for the better because of me.

Aunt Teri's Birthday(:

ijust sang happy birthday to my lovely aunt teri(:
she's not saying how old(: respect a womans age(:
lets just say we get wiser as we get older<33

Nah, Im Sadie.

i've never taken the time to sit down and type what's on my mind or how ifeel. im used to sitting in bed at 3:18 in the morning writing in my faithful journal. But a wise man by the name of Richard told me that im gonna get somewhere in life, and ihave something to say. The thing is, ijust dont know what ihave to say. Truth is; my glass is only half full and im still searching for myself. Over these past two years ive gotten many nicknames; Sarah Bear, Sadie, Dee, Sarita, and Sadie Perry. They all make up me. Id like to have people to talk to; to tell them about my dreams and ambitions. hopefully that'll drive them to suceed. ive always looked up to that man, that wise man Richard.

-Have a good day(: