You just keep going

You know what the hardest part about writing a story or a poem? The title. In all my 10 years of english class, I've never once put a title on my stories. Always got 90's. Just because I didnt put a title. How do you title a great story? How do you title a story when it's typically about everything? then again, how do you write a story on everything? How do you write about heart breaks, new beginings, health issues, and deaths? like the twilight series. Twilight. It's meaning has nothing to do with vampires and yet, it does. If i wrote a magnificent story about brave warriors and a damzel in distress and titled it, Treasures. I bet that would have made my teacher happy. My story had nothing to do with gold, silver, jewelry. A boy and a girl. I know some smart ass will relate my story to the meaning of treasures. but i dont care about the worlds outlook of my story and what they think the title should be. It's my opinion. Im the writer.
A writer's story really never ends. Its just another chapter. The writers life may not mean anything, or seem interesting to the world. But to them, it's one hell of a book. So, for everyone who wonders, how does your title tie into this blog? You just keep going with your life. You just keep going with your book, add new advetures. Keep going, because i bet there is someone out there who is interested in your book, in your life and will want to be by your side.

Let's Catch up

he and i are no longer one, he has become one with another. I'm still one with myself. I have re kindled with a first love. Too bad he is still his old 7th/8th grade self. What do i do? Do i walk out on you like i did 2 years ago? you ended it, but yet you tried to get me back and i said no. I'm sorry because now i regret it. I'll never stop having feelings for you because you were the first to steal my heart from my warm un-touched chest. You are the same person i fell in love with, that could be a good thing, and a bad thing. You still lie, you still play with my heart, you still play with my words. But you added a new one, Sympathy. You make me feel guilty because you think im judging you for who you were. and yes, i am. Turns out i was right though. Good job, you really had me going there for a second, you really had me feeling bad for you for a bit. Too bad i caught on too bad i grew up while you haven't. But i still love you. I still care for you deeply, but yet i still keep one eye open with you. I almost let my gaurd down again with you, looks like you'll have to work harder ten times harder to get my gaurd now and earn my respect.

But dont get me wrong i do still love you.

I guess it's half timing and the other halfs Luck

i'm the luckiest girl;
because I got another chance with you.
I told you i would gladly take you back.

Again.

You did it again, just like i knew you would.
But yet it was unexpected,
you tore me down and left me behind

To my suprise it was a beautiful sight

15 years of breathing.
10 years of an alomst broken friendship
9 years of a well earned education
5 years of worrying
2 years of Sacrfices
1 year of something worth living for.

Cupcake Kisses

Francisco Cerda. Theres so much i could say about you. Your crazy, your in love, your young but wise. You grew up on a steady foundation. Your everything I need in my life, your my reason to go on and believe in love. So far you've guided me through my obstacles in life, youve helped me find the strength I needed to get over my parent's Divorce. Your so important to me, I'm happy your crazy because your crazy for me. Crazy in love with me. We've gone down the wrong road together, and turned around and started again. SOmetimes we seem to keep going down that same road because we dont know whats right and what could be wrong. But I understand now, I'm mature because i don't just give up on us. I fix it. But I need your help, Crazy thing is you know I need it and your already 10 steps ahead of me. You let me decide whats right for me, but you explain it all out for me so I can have a better understanding of whats in front of me. I love that about you, the way you express your feelings, the way you present yourself to the world. I love it in every single way.

Mother Dearest!

It's nice to know that you've made a difference in someones life. It's nice to know your not alone, and that you've got someone by your side even when your wrong. That's my mother. She'll always be there no matter how much i get on her nerves(: She stills stands by me no matter what i want to do. She's just that mother who tries her best and her best is more than enough(: She really gets me, she puts herself in my shoes and tries to understand how I'm feeling. She's the best. She's my mother, my sister, my wing man, and so much more! She thinks; "Well i was a teenager once!" She's truly my best friend for life. She's there when i cry to wipe my tears, there for my temper tantrums and tries to help me slow myself down and get my feet back on the ground. She gives me all the advice I could ever want, I cherish her! Nothing warms my heart most than to know shes my mother and were Super Secret Party Ninjas together(: She defines wonderful(: Shes been there for everything! She's someone i'll always want on my side. I'm living my high school dream(: All because she told me to not follow crowd, to take the road less traveled! The road i created on my own! my journey through life. She's my spirtual guidance in every way! I love you mom(:

Nothing Lasts Forever

Okay; People tell me nothing lasts forever. Is that true? I think differently. I believe anything can last forever as long as your willing to work to keep it forever. My boyfriend means the world to me, we are going to get married and last forever because were in this game of life together!
No matter how hard things get you should know not to give up on something you truely love because you dont want to dwell on the past in the future and drown in an never ending river flow of "what if's". Live now. Do your best to keep the ones closest to you even closer than they already are. If you feel like your tight grip is slipping remeber, reach with the other hand. Fix the mistake you havent made but could've with just one false move.
Kepp holding on. Never let go. Holding on makes you stronger(: