Cupcake Kisses

Francisco Cerda. Theres so much i could say about you. Your crazy, your in love, your young but wise. You grew up on a steady foundation. Your everything I need in my life, your my reason to go on and believe in love. So far you've guided me through my obstacles in life, youve helped me find the strength I needed to get over my parent's Divorce. Your so important to me, I'm happy your crazy because your crazy for me. Crazy in love with me. We've gone down the wrong road together, and turned around and started again. SOmetimes we seem to keep going down that same road because we dont know whats right and what could be wrong. But I understand now, I'm mature because i don't just give up on us. I fix it. But I need your help, Crazy thing is you know I need it and your already 10 steps ahead of me. You let me decide whats right for me, but you explain it all out for me so I can have a better understanding of whats in front of me. I love that about you, the way you express your feelings, the way you present yourself to the world. I love it in every single way.

Mother Dearest!

It's nice to know that you've made a difference in someones life. It's nice to know your not alone, and that you've got someone by your side even when your wrong. That's my mother. She'll always be there no matter how much i get on her nerves(: She stills stands by me no matter what i want to do. She's just that mother who tries her best and her best is more than enough(: She really gets me, she puts herself in my shoes and tries to understand how I'm feeling. She's the best. She's my mother, my sister, my wing man, and so much more! She thinks; "Well i was a teenager once!" She's truly my best friend for life. She's there when i cry to wipe my tears, there for my temper tantrums and tries to help me slow myself down and get my feet back on the ground. She gives me all the advice I could ever want, I cherish her! Nothing warms my heart most than to know shes my mother and were Super Secret Party Ninjas together(: She defines wonderful(: Shes been there for everything! She's someone i'll always want on my side. I'm living my high school dream(: All because she told me to not follow crowd, to take the road less traveled! The road i created on my own! my journey through life. She's my spirtual guidance in every way! I love you mom(:

Nothing Lasts Forever

Okay; People tell me nothing lasts forever. Is that true? I think differently. I believe anything can last forever as long as your willing to work to keep it forever. My boyfriend means the world to me, we are going to get married and last forever because were in this game of life together!
No matter how hard things get you should know not to give up on something you truely love because you dont want to dwell on the past in the future and drown in an never ending river flow of "what if's". Live now. Do your best to keep the ones closest to you even closer than they already are. If you feel like your tight grip is slipping remeber, reach with the other hand. Fix the mistake you havent made but could've with just one false move.
Kepp holding on. Never let go. Holding on makes you stronger(:

I want your Disease

Love isn't something to take advantage of;
it's something to cherish and takes time to grow into something beautiful.
Nothing in the world is easy,
So lets try and make one of the hardest things seem
like one of the easiest things.

Im more stronger now

No you can't. What do you think when someone tells you that? do you just suck it up and believe this dreadful lie they force in to your soul? Or do you fight it away like evil that's spreading in a restricted area? Nothing hurts more than to be told that you can't do something, or that your crazy for even thinking you can. Nothing hurts more than someone you love telling you that you can't. It's about time to break out of that hard shell that's only been getting stronger because of some terrible lie. It's time to break out and say, "I may not be able to do it now. But I will. And I am going to do it." Dreams can go far, but only if you want them to, only if you allow them to. Dreams are made to be dreamed, they want to happen. They want you to know that they will always be there for you to fulfill.

xoxo Sadie

You

You told me how much you adored me.
You understood what i meant when others couldnt.
You made me fall to my knees and surrender to love.
You made me the person i am today.
You tore me down and left me behind once
You could do it again.
You hold me close when we seem so far apart
Your grip gets tighter with every breath I take
You may not be perfect to the world; But in my eyes your my Ken doll;
and im your withered down Barbie doll.

Dreaming is for dreamers(:

Ah Babe; I wish I could see you everyday. But maybe that's what keeps us closer the fact we don't see each other everyday. (: i wish i wasn't going off to Indiana and leaving you and my heart here. But Ill have suffer 6 long hours on a plane flying practically across the universe. You and your personality tire me out everyday, But it's something I cant ignore. Your attitude pulled me in. Just the kind of person you were, I didn't see a skater, I saw a guy with a genuine heart(: Who was truly mine, and will always be mine. But I'll tell you one thing, being with you has been an experience worth living for. And I thank you for that. We've come so far, but we've got so far to go. Im planning on making the rest of our lives the best thing thats ever happened. No one can understand the feelings we have for eachother better than us, no one can tell me different.
I love you!